the moment i knew it would be impossible to be together

the moment i knew that you
will never
fall in love
with a girl like me


i cried

yeah, i do miss your company right now HAHA

i have this fear

i have it because they look at her first
i have it because i've always had it ever since someone told me "how does it feel for everybody to want her and not you"
and its that my best friend will get all the guys i like LOL

fragile

You're broken. I want to fix you, but I can't. You can only fix yourself. And I don't know why, but I like you, a lot. I want to fix you. I want you to be better. Not for me, but I just hate seeing you fall apart.

happy new year!

i forgot to post yesterday haha
BUT THIS YEAR WILL BE MINE
I FREAKIN KNOW IT
i feel beautiful already