aside from the bitterness

Thank you, those who sacrificed your lives for this country.

that's just great

there is a motherfucking roach in my room. and i won't even attempt to kill it because those fuckers are wuick as fuck. yes i am cursing a lot because i am angry. i am angry at myself. i am angry at you. i am angry at myself because i depend on you for SLEEP. i feel like without you, i can't pass on into the subconscious world so easily. it. takes. hours. you don't understand. i don't know why, i don't know how. i'm angry at you because you make me feel so fucking guilty. who else am i suupsoed to go to when i can't sleep? it's not like i'm gonna go to someone else because it's not like i want to talk to anyone else but you. aren't i supposed to depend on you for that? i'm sorry i can't sleep okay. and don't you call me when you can't sleep? what else am i supposed to do? yes i am weak. you have no idea. the more you drill it into my brain the more weak i feel myself becoming. maybe i am taking this too far, but what can i do. i mean, is it so bad that i just want to hear about your day?

I always wonder

who keeps up with me?

We are friends

it makes me happy

i want to travel, i want my life to be more adventurous

-why don't you
-there are limits
-what fun would life be if you didn't break those limits?

I smell like ashes

Paramore session, reminiscing, meeting new people, hair and crotch on fire.
It was a short and interesting night.

i wish my life was more adventurous

fuck

the world is ending

all of these out of season storms and natural disasters.
They've got to mean something.

This house is not a home pt. 2

One year later.
It's the same
but it's better

monologue

You're wasting your life away
I look at you and feel ashamed
I just hope there is a way
To undo the monster that has become hard to tame

Where is the love that you've thrown away
I can't see it anymore
It has gone astray
Mama gave up on looking for what was lost

Your family is a gift from God
but you treat us like presents
always expecting something in return
making us feel unpleasant

If you continue on this path
you will surely loose everything
If you don't repent you will feel the wrath
of the one who is the Highest

i think theres something wrong with me

He is all you need

when life seems unfair.

why bother

the lower middle class
it's okay
i shouldn't be jealous because i'm not alone
and there is always someone who has it worse than i do
why do i feel sorry for myself

Human's focus too much on love.

That’s not the only thing we feel, you know.

-CE


And why is that? I plead guilty, for love is usually the main entree of thoughts. If I'm not thinking about love, I feel bored. We all have a multitude of emotions. But then again "the greatest of these is love." "All you need is love." Is it?

Trust the Lord with all your heart, lean not on your own understanding.

You can't just ask God why, and you can't justify his actions.

tyler, the creator

i feel you, i feel you. even through your curse words.

My life my life

I want to do something with it. I want to contribute outside of work.
I want the things I produce to be meaningful.
To be worth something.
What are my talents? How can I use them?
I wish I was more accomplished.

Yesyesyesyes

Red lipstick isn't everything.
Red lipstick won't make you look seductive.
Red lipstick can't get rid of your insecurities.