Today was fun

-Johnny called me around 12:04 to wish me a happy birthday and Mandy and Kevin followed suite thirty minutes later
-Woke up and my sister greeted me. THen parents after I came downstairs
-Went to the cafeteria where sami and kevin greeted meh
-Went to sociology, it was meh. Geh. Weh.
-PLANETARIUm. We had to wait for mr. ferris doe lol
-The planetarium was cool because it had the overhead projector dome thing. But then we watched the launching of space shuttles. IN SLOW MOTION. I fell asleep.
-We went to the malllz. Oh yeah stephanie gave me a present earlier. I had sakio. THen me and Veronica took photobooth pictures. Then we went to starbucks and charlotte russe.
-Went home then walked around the hood with tim. Squanto. We went to 711 and I was about to buy cigarettes for the lolz but I didn't. Tim ended up buying me caramel turtle chex mix AYEE
-Mandy and Kevin came over and we waited for Johnny
-Went to drop of Kevin's car then went to Croatan and Met up with Wesley and IRa
-Saw Andrew and He offered me a cig and I was like naw its k lolz
-DIdn't stay at the beach long cause it was cold
-Saw a deadly spider
-Went to my house and watched mulan
-Ate alfredo chicken and wrote stuff on ourselves like the middle skew days
-Blew my cake!
-Went to coldstone
-Droppd off mandy and kevin

OH YEAH JOHNNY GOT ME ROSES, A DORA CAKE and some ice cream. I loob ham. I had a purdy great birfday <3

Today I am

18

Spring Break 2011 Recap

Friday:
-Finished packing, waited until Erin got home, picked up Harry POtter and the Deathly Hallows from Jessa, went to Walmart, and picked up Johnny
-Made our way to Florida! We had to go on the hi-rise, then to Emporia to get on I-95
-Roads Roads Roads. We got gas and had a picnic in the car at a gas station then used the bathroom at the nearby burger king. THere were people on a field trip there, so it was pretty crowded. And the children were all very rude.
-More roads and stuff
-We reached South of the Border around 10 p.m. and we went into the souviner shop. We then used the bathrooms which were deemed the worst public restrooms ever.
-We tried sleeping but Erin kept on farting and there were loud people on the other side of us
-We eventually reached Georgia around 12 a.m.

Saturday:
-More roads and stuff in the early a.m.
-I could barely sleep because I was afraid that my dad would drift off the road or something haha and I was squished in between Johnny and Erin. They both were leaning on either side of my shoulders
-We slept some more in Georgia
-First rest stop at florida in the early a.m. we peed and it was dirty, too
-Second rest stop was after jacksonville (which was beautiful) and we slept there. It was pretty nice. When we woke up it was daylight and we changed and brushed our teeth and put contacts in because we thought we wouldn't be able to check into the Hotel
-Got to orlando at aobut 9:30 am
-GOt to the Lowe's Portofino Bay Hotel, which was ABSOLUTLEY BEAUTIFUL. My dad kept on taking the wrong turns at first
-We took pictures around the lobby, got our stuff on a cart thing and "Noz foratu" escorted us to our rooma nd gave us a tour
-We rested a little and got settled into our rooms
-Johnny, Erin, and I went to the pool while my parents took a nap.It was sa little chilly but it was a breautiful beach pool
-After we showered we went to Universal Studios becuse we weren't able to go to Harry POtter world at Islands of Adventure
-We got on the Water Taxi for the first time, It was quite pretty
-Universal Studios!
-Took pictures, tried to look for a place to eat
-Ende up eating at this place that sold pizza and pasta. We got pizza and my mom got alfredo. It was very windy. ME and Johnny went to look at the starbucks for a little and the place beside it.
-We went to the arcade and then watached the Soul Brothers
-Tried to go on E.T. but it didn't work
_we went to the Simpsons and we used the express pass and it was awsome
- Me and johnny and my dad went to jaws which was really cliche haha
-Then we went to the games and johnny played some games and got spiderman
-Saw DIsaster! and we were part of a "movvie"
-Went on the Jimmy Neutron ride which was really fun cause it brought back childhood memories
-Went on SHrek and it wasn't even that great haha
-Johnny went on the rocket and then we rested
-We left and didn't get to see the Beach Boys :( THen we ate at golden corrals

Sunday:
-Woke up early, water teaxi
-ISLANDS OF ADVENTURE. We had to wait till 7 for it to open up, everyone who was there were in for Harry Potter world
-Once we were allowed to go in, EVERYBODY RAN, so my fam followed the crowd lol
-When we got there Iw asa bout the cry . It was so beautiful. And the music was too ahha
-HAd to stuff everything in the lockers and got inline for The Forbidden Journey
-It went by pretty fast we got to see replicas of the castle, it was beautiful
-THE RIDE WAS SO FUN OMG IT WAS ANOTHER MOVIE RIDE IT WAS SO COOL I got scared of the dementors doe
-Johnny went on dragon challenge
-Erin bought a wand and we looked around at Zonkos and Honeydukes
-Waited an Hour for Ollivanders
-Wathced the Triwizard tournament
-Went to Jurassic park and me and my dad and Johnny went on the ride and it hurt my neck cuz there was a drop
- Looked around
-Went to eat at BK
-Went back to the hote land parents slept
-Me johnny and erin went back to IOA
_went on Spiderman and storm force accelorator, johnny rode hulk
-looked around at shops
-went back to room and got parents and went to Dr. Suess land went on the Carousell, then the train ride. THen Me and my dad and Johnny went on spiderman again. BK for dinnerrrrrrrr

Monday:

-IOA for the last time
-First thing we went on was spiderman while johnny went on dr. doom
-Went to Posideon's fury, which showed cool effects
-*th adventure of Sinbad, it was pretty cool the scary dudewent up to us and drooled.
-GOt some souvineers
-Ate lunch at BK and then we swam and I went on the slide. Jacuzzi. Showered
-Went back to IOA. Went back to Harry Potter world and went back on the forbidden Journey. Rode Strom Force with the fam while johnny went comic shopping
-Ate dinner at Panda express

TUesday:

-Packed up and checked out of the hotel :(
-Drove all day :(
-Got some souviners at the Florida Citrus Center
-Pewped
-Stopped at Ocala to have lunch with my dad's old nieghbor
-Drove some more, slept at a rest stop
-IN georgia we stopped at a rest stop i think
-In south Carolina we had the picnic of speghetti and slept a little
-roads roads roads couldn't really sleep
-Stopped at South of rhe BOrder again but just slept
-Peed at the nicer restroom
-Slept roads roads
-Got to virginia at about 4 or 5 in the morning and got to virginia beach around 6-7 a.m.
-stopped at the bank, got chikfila, dropped off johnny
-SLEPTTTT
-Worked ar 4:30-7
-Went to target with my mom and sister

Thursday:
-Walked in the morning with my mom and sister
-went to the mall with johnny and met up with mandy and lookedaround tand stuff and chilled and stuff and stuffs
-went to johnny's house for a bit
-went to my house and ate and yeah hillbilly stuff

friday:
-cleaned my room didn't do anything cuz it was good friaday

saturday: walked with my mom and sister
-went to the POWOW/ sophomore social with erin and met up with mandy and kevin and got some cool stuff
-went to from from 4:30-close

sunday: easter sunday!
- went to church
-ihop and johnny joined us
-went to johnnys a little and did wedding jank
- then wen to walmart and chinese
-johnny came over again, my bff
-YEAH

TOMORROWS MY BIRTHDAY WOOT

This is the Final Countdown

One more day

This is the Final Countdown

Two days

This is the Final countdown

Three days

This is the Final countdown

Four Days.

This is the Final Countdown

Five more days

SPRANG BRAKE 2011

I miss florida already. Ah well. Back to the ol' grind.
On Monday lolz

Fla bounddd!

You don't see what I see

You idolize the beauty you see at a first glance. Take a second peek beneath the layers of insecurities. I see what you don't see. What beauty is to you isn't the same as it is to me, so leave it be. I see what you don't see. You crave to go beneath the shallow waves of complexion as a temporary ressurection for lifeless esteem. But leave it be because I see what you don't see.

Rest In Peace Junethea Centeno

Although I didn't know you at all, or even follow you on tumblr for that matter, my heart still breaks over your death. I don't know why, of all people, but your death was like a slap in the face. I don't know why the deaths of people in Japan or other disasters haven't hit me like this. Maybe I've been desensitized to mass deaths due to natural disasters or war. Perhaps that was the reason for all of this. Your life was so blessed and you were such a beautiful woman. Although it's unfair that your life was taken away, I know it happened for a reason. Maybe it was so that all of us who mourn for you would realize how we are living our life right now. We all complain about useless things while people are going through much worse lives instead of being thankful for what we have, like the way you lived your life. I think your death was a wake up call to remind us that there is a more positive way of life, that we don't need negativity, and that all we should do is truly live our lives to the fullest until the day our souls depart from our body. I know your suffering is long gone, and that you are in a better place. Rest in Peace.

The subject of mattering

I don't know why I care so much, why I cared so much about mattering. We all matter. I don't need the approval of strangers to make me feel better. All I need are the ones who keep me going. I matter to them, and they matter to me. And that goes for everyone. There is always going to be someone who treasures you like gold or even more. You just have to remember that.

too much

of something is never any good. so i cease the reminiscing. goodbye and goodnight.

Unity
1 Corinthians 1:10
I appeal to you, brothers, by the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that all of you agree, and that there be no divisions among you, but that you be united in the same mind and the same judgment.

twenty

days
until
i'm 18.

why don't you be you

is what you told me to do
pulling in inspiration
was my way of self gratification
it's funny because no matter how hard i tried
i am still not satisfied

i have things to say

but i don't know how to say them
i have people to see
but i don't know when to see them
i have places i want to go
but i don't know where to go first
i have people to talk to
but i don't know who to talk to first
i have things i want to do
but i don't know what to do now