It's all good

Within this past week, I've crossed off a great portion of what I wanted to do last summer. But this whole year alone I've done so many things I wanted to do last summer. With small or big moments like these, I've realized that it's best not to rush and for everything to just work out. Patience is really a virtue. Life is looking good. Thanks, Lord.

Exactly a year ago

Exactly a year ago I borrowed my friend's bike and biked almost a mile to where you were. The previous day, I did the same, but I left a note for you. You were asleep, so I waited by the pond close by. I watched the water glimmer in the sun and ripple in the wind. And then I biked in circles until you came outside. Because of what you did, because of what you said, I was so sure you would come back.

A year later, I drove down the same road. And I spent half of the day with my universe.

blonde to the blonde

Thunder, lightning, death cab for cutie, and a haircut

Why do i even care

Fuck insecurity man.

Sometimes I wish

you could see the world through my eyes.

Used to be

I mean, things aren't bad now, it just that things don't feel as electrifying as it used to. I know you miss it too, how our bodies were nothings but pools of melted coconut ice cream bars next to each other. I know you miss how things were a little more complicated. Eveything is so simple now, too simple. I miss the rush and I miss the goodbyes that felt like I wasn't going to see for a long time. I miss how I wouldn't take those little perfect moments for granted. Now it seems as if you would brush off the movie quality moments. Everything is still good, but not as satisfying as it used to be. Maybe later, hopefully.

Maybe God doesn't want me driving for a reason

that's why EVERYTHING has been delayed.

I like the way I am

I like the way I live.

KEEP HOPING

DON'T GIVE UP ON A FRIENDSHIP THAT HAS LASTED FOR YEARS.
We've been friends this long for a reason, yeah?

DON'T GIVE UP ON TRYING TO FIND A JOB
There is SOMEONE in the world who wants to hire me or you, right?

DON'T GIVE UP ON ANYTHING
Unless you KNOW it's not worth the trouble. Unless you feel it, nahwahimsayin?

But really, Life is beautiful

Love it.
Cherish it.
& DON'T HATE.

pathetic pt 2

remember that you are never lonely
even if you feel that you are right now

restless

fuck this