Wednesday, July 28, 2010

I am tired and hungry and totally useless

I remember days like those.
I held my breath.
I had to.
But it didn't help.
There was no use.
It didn't work out anyway.











But I'm happy now.

Days like these

I feel empty.

I can't believe I forgot to post on July 25

It's okay.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

PERSONa

I like reading blogs because most of them show who the owner is. Others don't. But most do. I'm not myself on tumblr, but on here I am :D

Dante Blanco::

Happiness, is truly something that is found within you, and nowhere else. Happiness built off of materialistic possessions is happiness that can instantly metamorphosize itself into malignant suffering.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Life is beautiful

Sunday, July 11, 2010

cheeptalk.tumblr.com

Since I don't have a job right now, I have to resort to selling my clothes so I can pay for behind the wheel, help pay the bills, etc. So yeah check it out!

CHEEPTALK.TUMBLR.COM

Thursday, July 8, 2010

songs to cover

- sunday bloody sunday
- the ponytail parades
- today by the smashing pumpkins
- letters to you
- what is it to burn
- buried a lie
- smile in your sleep
- your sword vs my dagger
- ONE DAY

ANY REQUESTS? i like singing songs originaly sung by dudes. idk i have a medium range.

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Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Never failing


You are completely amazing. I am lucky.

This house is not a home.

It's just a place we found to live in. I don't even know where my "home" is. Half of the doors here don't lock and the only type of security system we have are two locks on each door that leads outside. This place is supposed to be my escape. A place where I can forget about everything that goes on around me. But my door doesn't even lock, my bed is uncomfortable, and everything seems so blank. This dwelling place is just a house. Where my family sleeps. Fights. Eats. I wish I could live underwater. That is honestly the only place where I feel "at home."

There has to be more to life than this

I promise myself that I will never make the same mistakes you did. Or at least, I'll try my fucking best not to. I won't make my family suffer from my mistakes. I won't make my family have to rely on other people. I show let my family know that they could rely on me. I will be completely honest to everyone in my family. No holding back.

Monday, July 5, 2010

not even here

It feels as if old blogs are ghosts of the people who wrote them.