I am going to write a story

Be easy

The cycle of avarice stops for no one, not even by a micro action perpetrated by someone
But I mean, I'm selfish and I can't help it because I'm just trying to furnish the empty corners in my heart
I know the mistakes I've made and I couldn't help that everything started to fade and all of my hopes decayed all because of one stupid decision that was played
Out you were, fell through between my fingers and when the last goodbye lingers I have no choice than to surrender
Quietly but not silently, I cry rivers of thoughts almost violently.
The words I don't want to hear strike the insides of my bones through my ear and I curl up and turn
Away from you is my only response because I don't want to deal, I don't want to feel not even apathy because you did nothing wrong, you didn't even attack me just
The wind pushed you, the currents pulsated through you and everything just changed.

Shut down

I feel like I shouldn't have to bite my tounge around you
But I forget
That's what pride does to you

thirst

i crave for the cloud of our breaths
inhaling the stillness of the night
the dim streetlights
illuminating your tired eyes
the things you miss
i see but cannot feel
longing
and i am the temporary
to fill the space until

i've missed

I miss the simple things
the more complicated things
the tangled mess
of intertwined bones
the frozen breaths
sting of the cold
it reminds me of you
the cure
to my lonliness